Monday, September 26, 2011

Just when I think I don't

I do.....
I have been sick the last 5 days I mean like can't even get out of bed sick. Yes I felt sorry for my self and yes I yelled at my poor husband about how I have nobody. (please say other people do this too) 
Then my best friend left soup and chocolate cake at my door
And my cute husband (who just had surgery) was on his feet all weekend taking care of me
Then my brother brought over a pint of ben and jerrys (my 2 favorite men)
I feel asleep on the couch and felt my toddlers hand on my forehead every few minutes she was taking care of me too.
So just when you think you don't...... you do.

Friday, September 16, 2011

Tired

I'm just tired
tired of crying
tired of not knowing
tired of not getting any sleep
tired of always coming last
tired of feeling helpless
tired of my house
tired of job hunting
tired of feeling useless 
tired of feeling like a bad mom
tired of dishes and laundry
I'm honestly just tired of being tired!

I guess this is what comes from being awake since 3AM haha 
OH LIFE!
after saying tired so much it starts to sound like a funny word
Have a good day all....

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

So simple

Yesterday I got put in a hard situation I was frustrated and sad but ironically Melodee was in a great mood.
I try not to cry in front of her it upsets her to see me upset, yesterday I just couldn't help it I sat on the floor trying to clean up her toys and cried. What did that little girl do?
She came running over to me looked me in the eye smiled and I get the "oh" with both her tiny arms around my neck. She gave me the biggest hug she could give she let me hold her and I cried. After a second she backed away checked my face saw that I was still crying and did it again. I don't think she will ever realize how she helped me she gave me a shoulder to cry on she was taking care of me. To her she probably had no idea but to me it made me feel so good to know she loves me I just keep picturing it in my head, Mostly because she is such a go getter she is always on the move and never lets me hold her so when she did I was almost shocked.
Its amazing how her simple look on life can make me feel so much better.
Later Trent and I were sitting on the floor trying to figure out this situation both frustrated and here she comes again. This time it was simple her out look was "daddy it's not so bad..... now play with me!"
she is so funny when she tackles daddy we decided to focus on whats important our family and deal with the rest as it comes.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Your 3 words

I was watching Good morning America the other day and they did a special called your 3 words
it was 3 words that described you or means something to you, they did it to awesome music
It was the coolest clip to see it click the link below
It seriously gave me the chills and got me thinking what are my 3 words that I would do right now
GOTTA LOVE LIFE
or from my friend amie I use a lot too
KEEP ON DANCING

So tell me what would your 3 words be?